INI ( Cinta Terlarang )

Aku tak mengerti

mengapa ini ada di hati

keras kucoba berlari pergi

meninggalkan apa yang memnyiksa diri



Sekali lagi aku masih tak mengerti

mengapa ini tak kunjung bertepi

lelah kubertanya beribu kali

dan berharap ini akan berganti

dan berubah menjadi pelangi

dan dunia pun sungguh akan membenci

tentang ini..


Berkali-kali aku semakin tak mengerti

mengapa ini tak kunjung berhenti

tak setetespun madu kuresap merasakan ini

hanya sembilu yang melukai dan terus melukai

sehinnga aku tak sanggup lagi berdiri

remuk luruh jiwa ini...

Sepulang Sekolah

Sepulang sekolah kulihat dirimu

Menunggu dengan lesu tanpa diriku


Kulayangkan senyum seadanya

mencoba melipur kecewa


Kuberlalu dengan segenap dosa

Kurasakan pancaran luka dari dalam jiwamu



Ini telah menjadi beda

tak seindah di kala pertama


Demi aku dan dunia

kulepas kau ke sana...

Senja Kelabu

Matamu tampak merona

Tersirat selarik kecewa

Sendu layu menatapku enggan

Derai lara

Tercurah di lain pelukan




Tiada kata perpisahan

Lambaian tangan

Kau berlalu memendam ragu

Di senja kelabu



Indramayu, 9 juli 2005

PENGKHIANATAN

PENGKHIANATAN


Terlanjur benar orang bicara
Lama mengingkari
Kini terbukti
Menyakiti

Ia membenci
Lelaki yang memanggilnya istri
Lalu mengkhianati

Ia tersedu. Meratapi diri
Tangisan kedua buah hati
Yang baru masih minum susu
Yang satu masih kelas satu

Hidupnya makin tiada
Rumahnya makin hampa
Suami pergi ke lain wanita

NAKED LIKE THE MOON

NAKED LIKE THE MOON

(A Poem for Palestine )

I'm walking across an empty floor
Scratching the rest that I'm missing more
I feel the whispering wind caressing my hand
Dancing and singing restlessly with dusty sand

The falling bomb's broken brutally horizon
Everything lying on has already gone
Dead and blood are everywhere
I don't know where I've to go then

All are ruins
Who has this sin?

Painful souls are screaming out in this damn cold night
Trembling hopelessly, very exhausted inside
Hysteria and paranoia keep shouting in my head
Driving me insane and so bad

Hey, stop the noise!!
Can't you listen to my voice?!

How many times I'm in fear
How many cries I've to tear
Where is the paradise that I've never known
What kind of peace that you've promised for

I'm the only left
Dying for the death

with the breath that still lives in
I'm blowing my last whisper to whoever can hear
" Don't let the earth naked like the moon"

Black

BLACK




Yes, I am Black

As you see from the front and from the back

You may reject, you may underrate

Upon me, you even may not respect

You took me out from Africa,

grabbing me from my mama

gathered in a crowded sheep ship with no feed to eat

Many died in the deep sleep

You treat me as a slave,

you can slap, you can rape

But I’m not an animal,

that you can kill, you can burn

You may say I am an ugly man

Since I was child, I just cultivate the land, not the brain

But completely I am a man

Created by God with blood and name

And I have pain!

Yes, I am not White

I have no right to be the right

I am Black, and I am glad!

First time Experience

this is my first time experience in writting a blog..



I don't know what to say,,,,
I'm so confused..
and even what I see on my blog is still strange for me..
I delete over and over again to revise my writting..
and what i have written is just what u see now..
just wait my following post,,
hopefuly we can share each other,,,